I'm confused and irritated and I feel like I have no outlet and I'm so full of hate for people that I used to really like. It's nobody on here. It's all RL people. It's like the world chose today to have people I looked up to turn into fucking bitches and people that I was interested in turn into obsessive, smothering freaks. WHY. And this is where ( Read more... )

It's a dark road ( Read more... )

You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled


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There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing


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Thank god I'm seeing Celine later because this is the dumbest morning ever .

Stressful morning.

I just want to go cry and throw up.

Everything is fine now but my body is not and it needs a release edit: got it. ♥. because it's overwhelmed as fuck. I was perfect under pressure, as usual, but now it's catching up to me and I'm ready to have a panic attack. Maybe I work so well under pressure because in those situations, I ( Read more... )

Stepping outside for the first time in four hours, she noticed instantly that it felt about 21 degrees warmer than it did that morning. And? The sun was out. Bright, beautiful, and glorious. She could just feel the Vitamin D seeping into her skin and improving her mood. "The absolute best thing you can do for your immune system is just... be happy ( Read more... )

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright.

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the darkI'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot ( Read more... )

I write mostly on hotel paper
knowing that my thoughts will never leave this room
I'd be out of line telling you, "leave her"
so I lie lonely surrounded by you oh...
... by you oh.

I wanted to be
Giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what I'd been hearing
You turned out to be more than I bargained ( Read more... )

You need to build your life around the thing that makes you get up in the morning when you could sleep for another three hours. The thing that makes you do a double take when you look in the mirror because you've got more color in your face than you're used to. The thing you absolutely cannot tear yourself away from, even when you should have left ( Read more... )